Mizzou Ku Klux Klan Lynchings VideoTaped By Navy SEAL Instrucor & His Autistic Savant Daughter


I’m starting to remember the bodies. Why Mom tried to leave but couldn’t. Why I tried to leave. I remember your M.O. I remember their M.O.’s.

You Mizzou Ku Klux Klan can all GO FUCK YOUR SELVES. If the Knock-Out Game don’t get you first!

Your favorite words were ‘nigger’, wetback, queer, nigger-lover, bubble butt, retarded… You cleaned up your act, somewhat, for a roof, and access to more kids, guns, and young minds to fuck-up. It’s the only way you can get that little winky of yours hard…

Maybe that’s why I hate those words. And that attitude from doctors, police, employers.

I’m autistic. I have serious communication barriers. I have a lot of information for many jurisdictions. I seek to educate and inform massive amounts of data in an efficient manner that bigoted, neurotypical boneheads can understand so we don’t have another Matthew A. Nestle. That is to say that the attention I want is NOT self-serving. It’s so many, many families can eventually sleep at night.


The Klan uses the ‘spoonful of sugar’ method to get people to swallow their crap. They’re are a wolves in sheeps clothing.

I don’t seek to hurt anyone. I’m motivated by protecting, not hiding…

This article will be revised as internet access time is available.



Being a prodigy isn’t what you think…


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BY ALL PROTECTED ADULTS, GAYS, LESBIANS, BISEXUALS, TRANSGENDERS, AUTISTIC, AND CHILDREN’ by the ‘Peoples Prodigy’. If your a white frat boy, or a perfectly healthy white sorority girl with an ass the size of a 13 year old girl (just the way these not-so-closeted pederast Missouri men like ’em) then by all means continue to get your care through them. You deserve each other…

‘People Like Us’ – Kelly Clarkson
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‘We Must Stand Together’ – Nickelback

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This article is dedicated to a true American Hero. She is a Vietnam & Korean War Veteran. She ‘controlled the Naval Movement during the Vietnam War’, flew helicopters (and maintains her license even now), counseled military dependents (including me), served in ‘militarized and D.M.Z.’s’ (de-militarized zones), trained some of ‘West Points’ best, and was probably special forces… She ‘earned her star’ by testifying before congress about the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action, has ‘the same  Diplomatic Immunity as the President of the United Sates, ‘dated  John McCain before he ever met Cindy’, she’s a historian, is/was an investigator for the U.S. Department of Justice, and ‘investigates human trafficking’. Her name is Virginia, and because she saved my life, she intermediately helped all of those who’ve I’ve helped, and will continue to help, up to and including MYSELF. That said, if I fuck-up, or misuse my powerful gift then I have insulted her efforts. This, I will not knowingly do. My focus, and steadfast resolve on my personal investigations (systems analysis) may not be obvious… That, again, goes back to a conversation she and I had on the smoking porch at C.A.S.S. when I was discussing my secretiveness with my M.O.’s. She said ‘Like Einstein?” I looked at her because that was the second time that she referred to something from the article I wrote to insure Masons conviction, and lengthy sentence… Just because I suspected why she was there, at least partially, doesn’t mean I yanked her chain… I wasn’t sure, so I played by her rules in not revealing herself, directly… Which she did partially identify herself the day before she left… She, and I, deserve for me to use my gifts exactly as I promised her. She listened, and I talked about some very painful revelations about the state of our union regarding the everyday cover-up of the subtle ways of child predators/traffickers. I believe, perhaps, that she was heartbroken to realize that an autistic female version of Albert Einstein, who learned to that her gifts in mathematics applied socially could (and did) save her own life as a Munchausen S.B.P. & child pornography/trafficking/incest survivor and did autodidactically develop skills that allowed her to do the same for others suffering from child abuse. Like her own private ‘reconnaissance missions’ to rescue tiny little ‘Prisoners of War’ wholike herself came out of the womb fighting for their tiny little lives. No training like those who actually made an adult decision to ‘Serve’ in the military. These tiny warriors were given no choice. Virginia, and I discussed this in short… She said ‘P.O.W.’s are required to try to escape…”

I replied “Yes, but, they have military training… Children have nothing…” She looked down and to her right, and said, “this is very disturbing…” I had to stop as not to upset her, and have her shut down and not absorb these concepts (logical axioms) that I operate from…

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Before I go any further I want to get this out of the way.

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The more common definition is one that states once the addict ingests/shoots/smokes any mood altering drug, then they are set into a perilous cycle of uncontrolled physical cravings, and subsequent behaviors. Basically, a true addict can not, by definition, control their drug use.

I can control my much needed pain management medication, needed for these uterine tumors that University of Missouri Hospital & Boone Hospital Center were recorded NOT telling me I had them. I can AUTHENTICATE via witnesses who keep all meds in the home locked-up for everyone’s safety. . On the days that I work, and must perform my job, I will take up to the maximum dose IF NEEDED to stay OUT OF THE E>R>. This SAVES insurance, and taxpayer $$$$ especially when, like me, they have no insurance, yet. Having lot’s of EXTRA pain medicine, well documented by my previous & current care provider, is NOT indicative of drug abuse, or addiction… Addiction disorders are for idiots. I enjoy my  ‘Prodigious Savant-isms’ which disappear when under harsh side-effects of meds. Chad used to go nuts wondering how I managed to only use HALF of a pain pill… I said “I only want the relief from the harsh NERVE pain, or pain from the tibial rod. NOT the side effects that make me only as smart as you… Professor…” With a smart-ass smile. “Oh! hell NO! You did not just say that to me!” And he rattle off his huge list of credentials as a legal scholar. “Don’t talk to me!” say. I’d be roaring, and the dogs would laugh right along with me!

As a U.S. Navy trained Special Operator, I can, and will, lie & pretend to gain the trust of addicted/alcoholic child abusers/molesters/traffickers OF ANY KIND much the same way an undercover Narcotics officer may snort a line of cocaine to gain the trust of his target. I however, am autistic. I will not use street drugs, or actually abuse my own. I will lie to whomever I have to all around the ‘targeted predator’. How will you know the difference? Accountability. I always have witnesses to my own use, and the amounts of meds I take… My meds were  literally under lock& key at Lois Bryant House & Salvation Army’s Harbor House where they stole the damned things on camera.

I offered the physicians at Green Meadows to have me come in DAILY for a pill count to ESTABLISH my safe use of my medication so that I can work and not have the pain cost me money. They had more excuses for NOT doing their job than a pedophile going to jail. The visit was recorded unbeknownst to them. Theirs will be in writing, probably falsified. the one that I now have access to will allow you to actually hear my very sincere efforts to ‘reasonably accommodate’ her ‘feelings’ so that I could return to work. She kept interrupting me until I established that I PAID for that time, that it was her job to listen, evaluate, examine, and ‘reasonably accommodate’ my need to go to work despite my pain. She claimed that it was against the law to treat me without my medical records, which she refused to get by stating that “You only get 30 minutes…” most of which she wasted by going on and on with excuses, conjecture, presuppositions, and refusals to actually do her job… YET suggested that I may benefit from back surgery??? For uterine tumors???

UMMMM, surgery is a last ditch effort when nothing else works… And that reference was an attempt to treat, as well as the medications she wrote for. Therefore,  according to her, she and every other doctor who treats me in a ‘comprehensive manner’ is guilty of criminal?, and civil? violations??? I am writing a formal grievance to their Risk Management people, because of her deliberate refusal to do her job, Boone Hospital center had to do all the tests, ultrasound, examination on one of my issues to get some answers and write a work release. They also instructed me to be seen by my ‘ARIZONA PROVIDER’ on my discharge papers… Now, I discussed the Green Meadows blatant malpractice with the Boone Hospital E.R. M.D. and showed him the hard copy prescription for the tramadol that the Green meadows M.D. wrote for. An ‘addict’ would not still be hanging on to the hard copy. Nor still in possession of about #16 of #20 pills when I was seen at Green Meadows on the 16th. I counted them in front of the M.D.

You will hear all of her lame excuses for NOT sending for all of my records establishing my very serious orthopedic nightmare of a body. My autism, and savant syndrome. However, all she very admittedly wanted to do was go on & on about her ‘feelings’, her ‘discomfort’, and ESTABLISHED & admitted ‘prejudices’. When she acted on them, she was guilty of discrimination. the other physician GOT what I was saying, and apologized for her when she left, stating that she ‘wasn’t on the same page’. probably because of her barely speaking English.

Oh! Did I just show prejudice? Insensitivity?  Act with Discrimination? She fucked with my job, my health, my financial ability to provide for myself independently, and as far as I am concerned my life. I take that very personally, and as you will hear, in her nasty condescending tone that came from nowhere because I was very straightforward, and respectful, she DID make it personal.

Again, “All’s fair in Love & War…”

This is going to go very much like the Beasley/ Mason article…. I’m going to peel back the memories in my Savant brain one layer at a time, so that you ‘linear thinkers’ can keep up. So, just when you T*H*I*N*K you know exactly what’s going on in this prodigy’s mind, ( And that’s all it is… just your ‘over-educated flea’ O*P*I*N*I*O*N, of which, you will eventually smell the stink ) I’ll PROVE that no one can ever truly know what I am, or was, up to… Only I know that. However, I am going to share a very vague version. vague because if I revealed my prodigious trade secrets then I would be unleashing a socialized ‘Weapon of Mass Destruction’ for all to use to destroy their competitors. Just like what happened to Einstein’s Theory of Relativity. You don’t remember? let me show you….

The Manhattan Project:
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These Images of Hiroshima, and Nagasaki ARE NOT what Einstein was imagining when he wrote out his theory…

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Men (and women) in positions of power don’t need my help in destroying each other via ‘intellectual properties’. Such as the millions of deaths via suicide, and the permanent disabilities from the millions of incompleted suicides that occurred from the doctors, like these ignorant/money hungry doctors here in Columbia Missouri, who forced individuals to continue taking Neurontin, and now gabapentin, for ‘off-label uses’. Which is to say uses other that what is F.D.A. approved for that drug. it’s F.D.A. approved as a S*E*C*O*N*D*A*R*Y seizure medication. That’s it.
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I’m not on the killer drug Neurontin/gabapentin, anymore, that you sorry sons of bitches (University of Missouri physicians)

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and Family Counseling Center (physicians)

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forced me to take, via threats of involuntary commitment,

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This article was written, and authenticated about 16 years ago when I was still in the ‘Prodigious Savant Closet’ and still conducting my own ‘covert operations’, of sorts, as an activist and investigator into the practice of child trafficking by drug addicted/dealing/trafficking mothers, and the drug addicted/dealing/trafficking male pederasts that infest not only the City of Columbia MO, but the many rural areas all over the state of Missouri. Let’s look at the medical definition of addict:


The State of Missouri, as well as many of it’s communities practices FEDERALLY FUNDED discrimination on a criminal level reminiscent of those who support the ARYAN BROTHERHOOD, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, AND THE ARYAN RACE. They use dangerous drugs like Neurontin/gabapentin to keep their patients sick (this medication causes suicidal depression, suicidal tendencies, and countless suicides) as it is widely known for over a decade, now.

However, the M.U. health care community has fucked, and sucked, and drank and drove, and cheated, and committed criminal offenses together SO they must ALL participate or they all go down individually… Hence “united we stand, divided we fall’.

Who am I to say all of this?
An autistic adult female prodigious savant who has prodigiously survived, investigated, elicited the confessions of (via her own medical records ;-b) all of the above so that she can be authenticated, or vetted, by any U.S. Department of Justice investigators. Why D.O.J.?

Because the University of Missouri receives federal funding. And when any entity gets federal funding they MUST comply with all federal laws, and guidelines, regarding patients rights, safety, and medical records… however, in my case, and 2 very recent cases of 2 women who came to me for help, these local doctors are in violation of all of the above.

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Why falsify my entire medical history?
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It’s called a ‘propaganda campaign’. Hitler, and the sexual predators of children under the age of five -like Richard Edwin Beasley, Scott Rozear Mason, and his child pornography making father John R. Mason, use these to create an alibi for themselves, create ‘plausible deniability’, and make a ‘preemptive first strike’ against the credibility of the victims. All of this in order to emancipate themselves from any type of civil, or criminal prosecution… So, when they pulled this shit with me, they declared war on me…

“All’s fair in love, and war…”

War is my friend. I use the TRUTH to send out a message about the ways of my enemies, and use my

Let me also make it clear that what Hitler did, like putting upside-down pink triangles on homosexuals, and sending all types of different people -NOT JUST THE JEWS, to the concentration camps because he felt that were to be used up to make as much money from their labor, and then murdered by genocide, and starvation, when they became to expensive and useless to him and his cause is really NO DIFFERENT than the slave owners of the Confederate States, The Trail of Tears, and exactly the ‘white-collar social slavery that’s being perpetrated by the ‘tailgate partying, date-raping, Aryan thinking frat boys right here in Columbia MO.’

So, if anyone is of the mind that I am going to show any mercy to an unbalanced community that’s blowing smoke up their own asses, and blowing smoke up the asses of those who provide their federally funded social terrorism by means of falsified documents perpetuated by ‘groupthink’ then you are sorely mistaken. Everyone must be participating for this to be such an epidemic in this community.

See, when a predator becomes a medical student, and manages to get over on his ‘teachers’ (in their various forms) via his own multiple personality disorder (all predators have this and they use it) to get access to vulnerable/autistic patients for the sole purpose of physically torturing them via performing surgeries W*I*T*H*O*U*T any local, or systemic,  ANESTHETIC just to make her scream bloody murder, and then tell the nurses who come running from all directions, that “SHE’S being difficult…” (like most autistic individuals are perceived) even though the nurses, and nursing director,  didn’t buy his bullshit and stared his sick ass down and TOLD HIM that he just ordered an injection of a system anesthetic, and then ran out of the room to get the injection and ordered the attending physician into the room because they couldn’t get the sick bastard (Ortho surgery student) to stop (because he couldn’t help himself) stabbing said patients ankle where the tunneling from a raging infection that they JUST operated on and squeezing the blood out of her leg, while she let’s out blood- curdling screams heard down the corridors of the University of Missouri Health Sciences Center/Hospital, nothing ever really gets DONE about it because those who caught him in the act have all done drugs, drank and driven, fucked, sucked, and committed serious infractions of their own so they falsify medical records, and perpetuate a nasty propaganda campaign to make sure the patient is never properly treated for her sexual assault perpetrated b y a surgical student who GOT OFF on what he was doing, so that she will be perceived as a ‘difficult patient with a bad attitude’ so no one will listen to the truth. Their bad luck she’s a prodigy, which is to say that she has an enormous memory, and remembers dates, faces, and names of the clinicians who witnessed the grotesque assault by the Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins, who studied under Dr. Jeffrey Anglen.

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Then said community demands (by threatening to involuntarily commit you to if you DON’T take it, as they still do to other female patients who’ve asked for my prodigious help, to take Neurontin/gabapentin even though it causes suicide, and suicidal tendencies (that’s how the stabbed/assaulted autistic patient got the shattered leg in the first place) that caused patients taking it to put guns in their mouths, jump off of buildings, and God only knows what else… See, these physicians are beefing up their bottom lines with financial kick-backs. Neurontin (Pfizer Pharmaceuticals) is now available in generic form called gabapentin. Guess who is still the primary manufacturer of generic Neurontin?

The university of Missouri – Columbia health Clinics do make enough ‘token’ efforts at looking like they are in compliance with federal regulations for the sake of ‘plausible deniability’.  So, I’ve been told by various staff members who I will protect as sources at all costs.

You are a protected adult if you are:
NATIVE AMERICAN – like ME (Yes! The Prodigy is of Native American lineage)

‘Wonder’ by Natalie Merchant

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Doctors have come from distant cities
Just to see me
Stand over my bed
Disbelieving what they’re seeing

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

Newspapers ask intimate questions
Want confessions
They reach into my head
To steal the glory of my story

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

People see me
I’m a challenge to your balance
I’m over your heads
How I confound you and astound you
To know I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as you can see you can offer me
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

Being a prodigy is a prodigious pain in the ass. I can predict, and manipulate not only people, but groups of people, entire communities, multiple jurisdictions, and come up with a plan on how to do it LEGALLY -including contingency planning- in a microsecond. I did it on my article (book) I wrote to insure Mason’s conviction. In mathematics it called ‘probabilities’.

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I use deductive reasoning

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based on logical axioms

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to determine the governing dynamics

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Though, I did not have a name for it, nor had I heard of John Forbes Nash as a kid, or even more recently until I read ‘A Beautiful Mind’. However, I still SAW what he calls ‘governing dynamics’ in my head all of my life. At the individual level, group/family level, community, state, national, global. I see it in microseconds like one long equation, however, it’s 1000’s of  memories of events, sound bites from what people have said, and logical axioms that apply.

Everything we say, and do, ADDS UP TO SOMETHING…

“We are the sum total of our choices.” – Woody Allen

This goes, too, for families, groups, communities, states, nations, and the world…

“We’re all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more” – Woody Allen

You may wonder why on earth I’d want to do such a thing…


To stay alive, AND live my life the way our U.S. Constitution says I’m allowed to live it…

In the ‘pursuit of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness…’

Now Charles Darwin’s theory of our evolution teaches the concepts of ‘survival of the fittest’. This makes us a very competitive bunch. You all are not ‘prodigious savants’, so, you are a bunch of very insecure little bastards…. Hey! truth hurts. Most of you only feel good when your fucking up the success of others, and taking over the territory.

Let me show you how it’s done…. Prodigious savant style. It’s not about winning every battle. It’s about winning as many as possible and sending a very important message that the ‘pillars of the community’ do not have an inalienable right to ‘socially starve’ the less fortunate members of a community. This creates I*N*E*Q*U*A*L*I*T*Y. That’s ‘the rich getting richer, and the poor getting poorer’. that’s Nazi tactics.

Like that pathetic 13 year old doctor that thought she one-upped me, yesterday. I set her up. I deliberately went to the exam in a tremendous amount of pain to be as symptomatic in my autism as possible. When I’m over-stimulated I look like a ‘retard’ as these University of Missouri college students like to refer to me.

This child M.D. ( I asked her if she was a child prodigy! LOL ) I think I pissed her off… Anyway, I was seen on an emergency basis for ‘female’ problems that have been ongoing for quite sometime. This little girl, nor her clinic, EVER asked me for my medical history… Not any of it. I now know that I have uterine tumors. Had she actually done her job, instead of acting discriminately, she’d have ordered the proper imaging to see it herself.

Now, I ask you, HOW IN THE HELL can ANY physician do any kind of a comprehensive medical evaluation on a 44 year old female who is bleeding so severely only 14 days after a heavy menses cycle without even ASKING for her FULL medical history?

No physician can. Period. And she was no exception. her bigotry, youth, and her arrogance, and open and notorious practice of discrimination against persons with disabilities lead her to make a diagnosis, and a referral to an expensive specialty clinic, even though she very subtly refused to make a reasonable accommodation for me to return to work at full- time hours so that I might pay for all this highly specialized ‘pelvic floor’ therapy… This tiny little girl with M.D. after her name still hasn’t grown up enough to realize that money doesn’t grow on trees, and that her J*O*B is to keep me working (provided that it’s safe) and paying taxes. NOT to cost the taxpayers because of her insensitivity to the needs of persons with disabilities. We don’t have to live in the ‘social cages’ that she, a lily-white cracker, decides is more comfortable for her if we’re in our ‘proper places’. This is reminiscent of the days when persons with any mental health disabilities such as depression, addiction, autism were sent to asylums. The state of Missouri still has one for ‘retards’ like me… It’s called the Missouri State School.

First of all, my ‘pelvic floor’ is fine. The ultrasound shows the tumors.Her bullshit diagnosis for sake of referring me to that specialty clinic for kickbacks? or does University of Missouri hospital clinics need more bodies to get their federal funding?

Where the bones broke through the skin from tib/fib compound fracture

scar from compound fracture


This was as a result of the University of Missouri Physicians, Orthopedic Surgeons, and M.U. Psych Dr.’s, Family Counseling Center Psychiatrists & Counselors gross malpractice, and seeking financial kickbacks for prescribing Neurontin, now generically called gabapentin. This is all scar tissue, and I have to be very protective of it. It still has a  Vancomycin bead in it. And watch for pics from the other tibial rod placement in the right leg that’s still there….

Bloomberg article about the criminal charges, and the ‘guilty pleas’ by Pfizer reps;
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Interestingly enough, M.U. doctors also prescribed the now terminated drug Bextra, also by Pfizer.

What’s most important is that the Neurontin/Gabapentin made the pain meds almost completely ineffective for my pain, and made me sick, and soul-less. It was a horrifying nightmare of memories that are going to be harder to talk about than what I worked on with Virginia Holiday.

This was basically being raped, chemically, from the inside out by arrogant abusive, and chauvinistic University of Missouri physicians and surgeons.

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

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University of Missouri Orthopedic Surgeon assaults autistic female patient for ‘acting like a retard’ on 2 seperate occasions

These are scars from him lancing ‘puss pockets’ formed by the tunneling from the chronic infection resulting from the tib/fib compound fracture as a result of taking Neurontin/gabapentin for chronic back pain. Which it is not F.D.A. approved for. It’s approved only as a secondary seizure medicine… All suicide related issues with these drugs are reported to the F.D.A.

Again, for the record, I was forced to take the medication by the University physicians despite my complaints of the side effects of it not only causing severe side-effects which impacted my savant syndrome (which University of Missouri physicians misdiagnosed due to their extreme chauvinism as they are a ‘Rapists Paradise’, and beliefs that women are not autistic, or savants. That would bruise their fragile Missouri men’s egos, then they couldn’t get their dicks hard… That’s how it works, folks… If they are not the alpha, then they can’t get it up so they can ‘tap dat ass’…

Back to my point. The cocksucker said “That’s what you get for acting like a retard…” He did these surcical procedures with no local, or systemic, anesthetic. It was obvious to me, as through my blood curdling screams, and the way the nurses who came running and did take over the situation that Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins was more than enjoying his torturing of an autistic female. they made wrongful diagnosis of bipolar, major depression, and borderline personality for their convenience of being able to commit me to Mid-Missouri Psych ward, for more torture. Which reminds me of the first time I met Dr. Hoskins… These scars aren’t the first time he performed surgery without any local, and not the first time he openly enjoyed making me scream, and calling me retarded. Again, it makes these University of Missouri physicians, both male and female (they have penis envy) feel better to look, and treat autistic females like ‘retards’ upto, and including, the condescending tones of voice, arrogance (they must mistakenly believe that I don’t have the resources to hold them accountable for their actions), and indignation. This is  prejudiced, biased, discriminatory, and abusive malpractice. The sad part is that the rest of the country has caught up… They have not…

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

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Flickr photo of the scars

Boone Hospital Center Treats Autistic Female savant for Exposure

I remember being treated here for exposure. I woke up frozen to the ground. I was sleeping outside, by choice, and already had Pneumonia… none of the shelters would take me because of the false mental health diagnosis I was tagged with by all local clinicians. Girls aren’t autistic, or savants according to these physicians back then… Boone got with the program. University is still as bigoted about women with autism/savant syndrome as ever… That’s their male, and female providers… idiots…

Raising awareness about the very deadly ‘groupthink’ (lynch mob) that this particular community, and that of my own hometown of Marshall MO, has CHOSEN for themselves.

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

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This was fun… mark box if… According to your ‘tools’ any woman, or man between the ages of 16 & 45, with a history of pre-adolescent sexual abuse, A*U*T*I*S*M* are high risk for abuse, addiction, etc. DRUG ABUSE, ADDICTION, and S*T*U*P*I*D ‘tools’ like this are a CHOICE! ‘Tools’ being the key word… If your ‘discriminating’ based on a sexual abuse history, or autism, whether or not someone gets to work for a living, or live in a homeless shelter, with NO access to medical care then you are the fucking ‘TOOL’… GET REAL, people…

Table 1
Opioid Risk Tool
Item Mark Each Box That Applies Item Score If Female Item Score If Male
1. Family history of substance abuse
Alcohol [ ] 1 3
Illegal drugs [ ] 2 3
Prescription drugs [ ] 4 4
2. Personal history of substance abuse
Alcohol [ ] 3 3
Illegal drugs [ ] 4 4
Prescription drugs [ ] 5 5
3. Age (mark box if 16–45) [ ] 1 1
4. History of preadolescent sexual abuse [ ] 3 0
5. Psychological disease
Attention deficit disorder,
obsessive-compulsive disorder,
bipolar, schizophrenia
[ ] 2 2
Depression [ ] 1 1
Total — —
Total score risk category
Low risk: 0–3
Moderate risk: 4–7
High risk: 8

This says nothing about a risk of addiction, or abuse… one article says we are more likely to do exactly what you say because we don’t have time for B*U*L*L*S*H*I*T… I sure don’t… This bullshit malpractice has cost me 3 1/2 months pay…

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Had  Green Meadows sent for my records (university has PLENTY of their own albeit FALSIFIED) when I got there an hour early the idiot supervisor for the green team might have saved thousands of dollars in E.R. visits for doctors notes for work… Instead she went on and on about HER ‘feelings’ instead of doing her god damned job… WOW! All of the E.R. physicians openly advised me to see someone else…Boone Hospital Center