The horror story of Sasha Menu Courey and the University Of Missouri

I’m re-living her horror. Only I am an investigator for multiple FL attorneys. I published my story but my URL was deleted by DOJ because it implicates the Governor Jay Nixon, and MU & Family Health Center Dr. Joseph Parks whom Jay Nixon appointed as the MO Medicaid Director. I have audio files revealing forced and falsified medicaid claims by Dr. Parks clinics. I was sexually assaulted, on audio, by a University of Missouri Women’s and Children’s Hospital ER. It’s all under criminal investigation. The new Title 9 Administrator, Ellen Eardley, is an unworthy admin. The University of Missouri is a central part of the Mizzou Ku Klux Klans ability to keep and maintain their illegal Sovereignty Commissions to insure their is no oversight on their federal violations. It’s still as brutal a Good’ Ol’ Boys Club & Good Ol Gals Club  as ever.

Attn: MO Board of Healing Arts Enforcement & MO Board of Nursing
The criminal retaliation by Dr. Govari, Dr. Ludden, and Dr Chu for reporting & recording A.D.A. & Tile 7 violations that resulted in their falsifying their medical records to reflect drug seeking and demanding #180 tramadol in order to make sure I was marginalized and ‘dumped’ by subsequent providers has effected my ability to get cancer treatment not only in Missouri, but Florida, and now Arizona even while cover by AZ Medicaid. The audio recordings of what actually happened in the exam room with Dr.’s Ludden, Chu, and Govari, as well all the exams at Boones ER, Boones Family Medicine Clinics, Mizzou’s ER, and Family Health Center will be reviewed by gay rights advocates in Phoenix and San Francisco. SF has unlimited funding for such causes.
I will be advising them of Columbia Chapter 12. This city ordinance makes A.D.A. violations a criminal offense. Plus, all of these encounters were at tax exempt non profits where federal ADA violations & criminal retaliations were strictly prohibited. The audio was made as e reasonable accommodation as I am Asperger’s with a savant memory & capabilities. I made sure I stated in every encounter that I record all medical encounters. Boone Hospital Centers ER Unit Manager, Beth Edson, and DR. Scott got criminally stupid over bing recorded and got recorded committing coercion and lying to a CPD DOVE Detective & myself. Idiots.
We have a new Governor Elect. A Jewish Navy S.E.A.L. My father taught SEALS, and participated in Black Ops as a Navy Veteran in Vietnam. Gov. Greitens will be asked to make sure healing Arts Enforcement & The BON do proper investigations into the complaints that will be resubmitted as of January 10th, 2017 against all the doctors that participated in evidence tampering to hide Mizzou’s & Boones JIm Crow healthcare redlining, medicaid fraud, private insurance fraud that is apparently sanctioned by both police chiefs and may involve M.U. Police Det. Shawn Spaldings family. Diane Spalding FNP at Family Health Center where the Medicaid Director Dr. Joe Parks profits in the millions off his own medicaid fraud. Then there’s Beth Sweeney’s Gay-Bashing. Beth got recorded trying to hook up for a same sex encounter with myself, apparently behind her husbands back, and per the audio I don’t even realize that’s what she’s referring to…
I believe Det. Spalding and Det. Heckmaster were responsible for notifying the FBI once the Mizzou Alumni in public offices were implicated in the multi-billion dollar fraud scam. Instead the detectives let the governor, who was directly implicated in my rape per the rapist doctors notes, let them investigate their own crimes.
I’m thinking M.U. police Department & Columbia Police Department are as much responsible for my not getting cancer treatment as the doctors and politicians.
Time for some protests.
The gay-bashing extended to Florida Hospital & Orlando Regional Medical Center where a Mizzou doctor got recorded assuring me I’d get no cancer treatment there, either. Yet his name is nowhere in my records… Dr. Terry Gaar.
This is the text from Part 1 of the Gloria Baca RNP Complaint to the Arizona Board of Nursing
Gloria Baca’s notes from our Nov. 15th encounter are morbidly false. When I went to pick up my records the blood work results aren’t there, nor is the sheet she filled out with a list of all the orders and referrals. She gave me a copy of it but the clinic can’t find any record of it. Gloria is supervised by Dr. Robert Allen. Dr. Allen is responsible for the accuracy of the medical records. Dr. Allen refused to meet with me at the clinic and instead sent the Clinic Manager to tell me I wasn’t going to be given an oncology referral, and that I was no longer a patient there. Dr. Allen & Terros have a contract with ASU. To teach, anyway. A complaint will be filed against Dr. Allen on a printed complaint form from the AZ BOM so it can be cc’d to my parents and various gay rights advocacy groups.
An Arizona State University-St. Josephs Hospital ER Dr. Joe Pegg got recorded making knowingly false accusations of faking chest pain for???  I recorded myself refusing their offers for morphine and said I needed fluids because of the recent rupture. Dr. Pegg got recorded stating he didn’t want to hear my history. The audio captured his completely abusive belligerent tone quite well. He was the new shift change DR. that came in after I recorded ASU’s DR. Velesco saying I gave a wonderful, comprehensive medical history. Dr. Velesco had no doubts that I was suffering from untreated cancer. Dr. Velesco said that the loss of fluids through bleeding aggravating the angina made perfect sense. As did all the other doctors that gave me 2 & 3 bags of fluids during a rupture even with a stable hemoglobin. One doctor explained that even though you may not need a blood transfusion you are still loosing the fluids and only I.V. fluids can replace those fluids fast enough. i.e. If you get bad seafood at Red Lobster and start puking and shitting your brains out you will get fluids in the ER even though your hemoglobin is likely to be fine.
The Dignity Health ASU St. Josephs Hospital Risk Management rep got recorded stating that I was dumped by Dignity Health ASU/St. Josephs because I was dumped for the chest pain at Banner.
I believe the falsification of medical records is a form of hiding their patient dumping. The original EMTALA violations here in AZ where at a Maricopa Co. GYN’s office. That GYN referral was made by an ER physician who was recorded having no doubts that I was suffering from untreated cancer. I was actually going septic. That doctor was recorded asking me about the drooping on the right side of my face. Maricopa Health Plans case management said that ER referral to a specialist was unusual. She said that the ER doctor must have expected that GYN to admit me.
That GYN, Dr. Patricia Graham, should have done exactly that. I was bloated with 20lbs of edema. It was causing severe chest pain and the abscess that went up through my neck and behind my nasal passages? had my face drooping like I’d had a stroke. The uterine swelling is so bad, that Gloria Baca was recorded stating that the uterus was encroaching on my rectum and/or nerve and making it so I couldn’t feel when I need to evacuate. There was rectal bleeding, and large black lesions on the left side of my buttock and inner thigh, as well as severe swelling and numbness around the genitals.
Gloria was recorded saying that yes she saw all the swelling and the blackening of the skin which hurts to set on, and that no I do not have hemorrhoids. She was recorded stating that she noticed I was setting in such a way that indicated those black lesions hurt.
None of this is in her notes. I recorded myself showing her an ultrasound radiology report from Oct 2016 that showed very NEW large cysts on the ovaries, cervix, it showed the 5cm tumor, and a new large tumor or cyst in the right corn of my uterus. It reported fluid in the cul de sac. Based on this Gloria ordered a pelvic MRI & another ultrasound. Gloria was recorded asking me if she could make copies of the radiology report from the vaginal ultrasound, the abnormal stress test results, and report of abnormal ECG. She also made a copy of a University of Missouri lab result from 3-25-16 that showed my BNP at 256 because my kidneys shut down as a result of sepsis from ongoing rupturing.
Gloria Baca RNP  is supervised by Klan sympathizer Dr. Robert Allen:
Dr. Robert Allen, Gloria Baca RNP, and Terros are a teaching facility for Arizona State University & Dignity Health, who is apparently partnered up with University of Arizona.
The unaddressed rupturing was part of healthcare redlining, insurance fraud, and gay-bashing at the last PCP I had in MO. My last PCP  was  recorded stating she didn’t care if I recorded my exams because she wasn’t the one doing anything wrong. We had crushes on each other and after an average of 2-2 1/2 hours in the exam room she forgot herself and let herself get recorded trying to actively hook-up for a same sex encounter. Behind her Good Ol Boy husbands back.
Once I saw how her records were falsified I let her know all that got recorded and she fired me as a patient but had her administration document that I had terminated my care. It was a federally funded tax exempt where the mo medicaid director was on the staff and part of the administration. I was on a medicaid grant. We now know that the director was fraudulently qualifying patients for medicaid & SSI via manufactured psychiatric records.
I have Aspergers with savant capabilities. Per Beth Sweeney and John C. Lincoln. John C. Lincolns Dr. Stites? got recorded trying to dump me & falsely accusing me of being a malingering junkie when his records indicated the previous ER doctor (prior to shift change) had diagnosed sepsis, fever of 101.5, lung effusion, the huge abscess, jaundice, renal failure, etc…  That S.O.B. almost discharged me to die… to cover all the previous medical errors because these idiots thought I was homeless. I was admitted and partially treated for the sepsis only because I advised the doctor that an urgent care doctor blew the whistle on the patient dumping and called an ambulance to her clinic. I recorded everything she said to the EMT’s. We all chose John C. Lincoln because I hadn’t been dumped by them.
I am not homeless. I declared I needed a safe shelter while seeking cancer treatment at every shelter. I have an apartment in MO, my mothers living in a $400,000 home in Prescott with her very wealthy husband, and I had been invited to stay with a friend here in Phoenix. I had declined because I didn’t want her in the middle of it. She’s on an advisory board for Phoenix Police Department. There was a potential conflict of interest since much of this patient dumping is also rape victim tampering. That audio recorded sexual assault can be heard here. It was an Mizzou ER doctor teaching me a lesson for reporting medicaid fraud at the medicaid directors clinics… And for recording Beth Sweeney trying to get her crotch eaten by a lesbian. Gay bashing rape while I was going septic from a rupture of this tumor.
You don’t get Florida or MO medicaid unless you get SSA benefits for a disability that keeps you from working for a year or more. So, the former Mo Gov., the former Mo Attorney General, and Mo HealthNet Dir. Dr. Joe Parks all of whom are University of Missouri Alumni have been running this scam that bilks MO Medicaid, the V.A. funds, private insurance, as well as patient farming,  made sure there was no oversight on their crimes. I had to give a statement to the F.B.I. field office in St.Louis because these public officials were using their public offices to perpetrate white collar crimes. For over a decade. At tax exempt organizations. That’s R.I.C.O. Violations.
The SSA’s various doctors ruled out any mental health or physical disability in 2013 when I was residing with and working for Dr. Chad Cronon. Dr. Cronon was training me to be the equivalent of a federal auditor. I have a recording of a phone conversation with Dr. Cronon to authenticate that I was sworn and immunized as his agent/investigator. I’m applying for new SSA benefits for untreated accelerated cancer due to Gloria & DR. Allens healthcare redlining. I’ll likely be examined by their psych & medical and it’s likely they’ll make the same diagnosis as Gloria was recorded making in 2014 at Bayless when she didn’t want to write for Depakote for the sensory overload “Depakote is a psych med and you have no psychiatric issues which warrant it’s use”
Once I explained how it helped with the sensory overload issues she prescribed it at very small amounts.
Now she’s falsifying her records to reflect a bipolar diagnosis that she herself, Beth Sweeney – my previous closeted bi-sexual gay-hating PCP also ruled out, the SSA’s doctors and two specialists in Orlando also ruled out.
Gloria wrote in her Nov. 15th records that I gave a bad history because of bipolar.
That’s not what I recorded. I recorded her understanding every single word I said quite clearly, responding in kind and even taking it steps further… Gloria Baca RNP made an emergency referral to the Banner Health GYN clinic. On Thursday, November 18, 2016- just 3 days after I was examined by Gloria Baca RNP that gyn clinic said with the ongoing sepsis, rupturing, suspected cancer in the lymph nodes, and severe uterine swelling that they would simply just refer me straight to GYN Oncology. Tasha said to tell Gloria to make the referral herself and save about $500.00 in taxpayer dollars. Tasha followed the law perfectly as ALL OF THESE DOCTORS are to save medicaid as much money as possible.
On Saturday, November 20th, 2016 I was rushed to the John C. Lincoln Mountain View Hospital ER for chest pain when the Fastmed Urgent Care doctor called the ambulance to pick me up at her clinic. She basically was recorded calling all the patient dumping bastards out, and giving an accurate report and accurate medical history to the EMT’s.
But Jon C. Lincoln fucked up and had a shift change doctor try to dump me after the original ER docter I was examined by had already diagnosed the sepsis, strep, jaundice from liver failure, renal failure, congestive heart failure, lung effusion, and the huge abscess  inside my head from my vocal cords to behind my nasal passages. I was blowing huge gobs of blood and puss from my nose. And the pain was unimaginable. The chest pain was excruciating.
Dr. Stites was the slick bastard that tried to discharge me to die like that. Because well, hell, she’s a faggot, a retard, and she’s homeless…
So, all the hospitalists after that lied to me about how serious things really were, refused to document the rupture that occurred while I was hospitalized there, falsified their records, and discharged me way too soon. The nurses sandbagged the doctors and made sure I knew the truth and they examined the uterine swelling that caused incontinence that the doctors refused to record or address.
When a docotr deliberately ommits important facts, findings, and evidence for the pirposes of misrepresentation they have committed felony evidence tampering. And in this case, medicaid fraud. To the tune of about $120,
Terros, Gloria Baca RNP, and Dr. Robert Allen, banner Health, Abrazo Community Health System, Dignity Health Care, and Honor Health have jumped on the gay-bashing band wagon with the Mizzou Ku Klux Klan doctors and it damn near cost me my life.
Abrazo Community Health System Joins The patient Dumping: Specifically Phoenix Baptist Hospital dumped me about 12 hours before I was admitted to Honor Health’s John C. Lincoln for sepsis from the rupturing tumor, leukocytosis, and strep throat. I was only admitted because I informed the shift change doctor who was attempting to dump me that I did not walk into that ER. I was brought by an ambulance that a doctor at an urgent care called to to her clinic to transport me.

These aren’t paranoid delusions or conspiracy theories…

I recorded attorney Ruth O’Niell, and 4 other attorneys demanding that I leave town for proper medical care because they apparently knew about Gov. Nixons involvement in the fraud.
One such Attorney was named Wade. He said he knew Nanette Ward personally and couldn’t understand why she hadn’t taken me to the police station to report the evidence tampering when she has such powerful connections to the Chief of CPD… Attorney Wade said “Tell Nanette to get you out of town for care! No one will help you here!”
Wade new Nanette was recorded setting in on abusive and fraudulent exams at Family Health Center, South Providence Family Medicine, and Boone’s ER. Both have as part of their administration the MO Medicaid Director Dr. Joe Parks.
Nanettes Ward’s & Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalitions ( A University of Missouri affiliate) tax exemption status as a rape victims advocate required her to assist me in reporting the abuses, the audio recorded sexual assault at University of Missouri Women’s Womens and Childrens ER, the criminal evidence tampering, and get me out of town for care.
As it turns out Nanette Ward and Deb Hume are getting some sort of kickbacks for coercing DOVE victims and homeless people into participating in Dr. Parks SSI & insurance frauds.
All of her coalitions board members are Mizzou faculty…
This is typical Klan bullshit…
This article will be polished and revised with added scans of the medical records and links to the audio files of these abusive medical encounters. It takes forever for uploads of lengthy encounters to be completed on Soundcloud. 


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Sasha Menu Courey died in 2011 at the age of 20. She had taken 100 Tylenol pills that decimated her internal organs. If that wasn’t bad enough, the sequence of events that lead to her death was stunning and should outrage anyone who cares about college athletics. ESPN’s “Outside The Lines” interviewed officials at UM this month, only to find a trail of irresponsibility and confusion.

As a mental health professional, I am shocked by the ineptitude of the administrators and the swim coach at UM. The coach should be fired, and a civil investigation should be launched into the conduct of administrators at UM. There is no excuse for demanding that a student withdraw from school while she is hospitalized and on suicide watch. The coach seemed blissfully unaware and unaccountable, in the “OTL” report. As someone who has worked with college students, this makes me…

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Mizzou Ku Klux Klan Lynchings VideoTaped By Navy SEAL Instrucor & His Autistic Savant Daughter


I’m starting to remember the bodies. Why Mom tried to leave but couldn’t. Why I tried to leave. I remember your M.O. I remember their M.O.’s.

You Mizzou Ku Klux Klan can all GO FUCK YOUR SELVES. If the Knock-Out Game don’t get you first!

Your favorite words were ‘nigger’, wetback, queer, nigger-lover, bubble butt, retarded… You cleaned up your act, somewhat, for a roof, and access to more kids, guns, and young minds to fuck-up. It’s the only way you can get that little winky of yours hard…

Maybe that’s why I hate those words. And that attitude from doctors, police, employers.

I’m autistic. I have serious communication barriers. I have a lot of information for many jurisdictions. I seek to educate and inform massive amounts of data in an efficient manner that bigoted, neurotypical boneheads can understand so we don’t have another Matthew A. Nestle. That is to say that the attention I want is NOT self-serving. It’s so many, many families can eventually sleep at night.


The Klan uses the ‘spoonful of sugar’ method to get people to swallow their crap. They’re are a wolves in sheeps clothing.

I don’t seek to hurt anyone. I’m motivated by protecting, not hiding…

This article will be revised as internet access time is available.


Boycott All Donations To Salvation Army’s Nationwide

BOYCOTT Donations & Funding to Salvation Army

BOYCOTT Donations & Funding to Salvation Army

This Salvation Army, as are most of them, is nothing more than tax exempt, federally funded organized crime. It’s racketeering in the name of God. I made hours of audio files to prove it. The clients used to piss & moan about what they felt was the ‘lousy’ pizza from Shakespeare’s Pizza. Shakespeare Pizza needs to go to Flat Branch park & give those pizza to REAL homeless people who need food. Most of the clients at Harbor House are unregistered child molesters & sexual predators whom Asst. Director Dele Williams likes to flirt & play with. When these predators harassed & threatened us females the female staff that sexually bonded with these male predators retaliated against us for telling. Dele was recorded screaming knowingly false accusations at me “you raise hell!!” she screamed so much and so loud and it was so venomous that she triggered many others who witnessed the scene. They were recorded apologizing to me, on her behalf.

I raise awareness. Dele Williams raises hell, as the audio will prove.

I just watched the Eric Garner ‘I can’t breathe’ video. I am sure that his friends & family are devastated. However, the fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing police profiling/discriminations/retaliations “ends today” means that Eric Bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discriminations/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, and so many others also chose to go against the police, and go to jail, in their fights for equality. .

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The ‘Trail of Tears’ is far from over for any of us… This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discriminations and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary.

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an “I Can’t Breathe!” t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you’d shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself “I hurt so bad I CAN’T BREATHE!” The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it’s another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place…

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn’t deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I’m sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as ‘Mentally Ill’ died on this medication

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It’s a ‘syndrome’ for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly ‘educated’, licensed, and certified professionals.
Here’s some ‘Autism Speaks’ for you…

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.’s Racist & Rapist Culture based on misinterpretations of Christ’s teachings. The same way the K.K.K. did. This is very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded Deep South back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. This attitude is possessed by women, as well. I have lots of audio of it. Here, even the human right specialists haven’t got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It’s becoming quite obvious as to why.

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately ‘perceived’ these assertions as ‘aggression’ and the authorities that be got violent via ‘unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital’s LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. “sure, Ms. Moore. Here’s your bag… Everything there? Great. Be safe!” A few seconds of diplomacy would have made things easier for everyone. Instead, she stayed in her emotions, and bigotry and said “Get her out of here.”

The audio will reveal that I was not being unreasonable, disorderly, or disrespectful in any way.

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was ‘well connected to the medical community’. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged ‘aberrant behaviors’ on a day that I hadn’t even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting ‘Whistleblower Retaliation’ for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed ‘caregivers’ listed below.

If my use of the quote “I Can’t Breathe” spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It’s parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope…

So, let the “I Can’t Breathe”s’ begin. For the record, ‘nice’ has nothing to do with being a hateful rapist/racist. Richard Beasley & Scott Rozear Mason were both exceptionally smart, nice, and liked by many. Smooth operators. Both of them. As were the Orange County States Attorney’s Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz who are guilty of the Brady Violations that gave him grounds for appeal on the 20 year prison sentence that I got for him. Beasley targeted drug addicted & alcoholic mothers of TODDLERS, got these women high, then when they made a drug run, or passed out on Xanax he molested their baby’s and took Polaroids while he sexually molested them. Orange County gave this U.S. Navy trained UNregistered & UNconvicted (on sex offenses anyway) sexual predator 30 years probation even though he caught 17 new similar charges in Polk Co. MO while he was R.O.R.’d on 2 counts of child molestation.

Scott Rozear Mason was trafficking an 11 year old child to him. When I found out-Mason got drunk and slipped up letting the cat out of the bag, I became U.S. Navy Officer & Beasley’s FL Dept. of Corrections Sex Offender Specialist. Within days they had threatened his life, and i made him aware of it so he could do a safe capture when they were going to hide the child on Thanksgiving 2010.
I CAN’T BREATHE to Laura McHugh! That’s from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that’s quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you’re not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

On that note, I CAN’T BREATHE to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit ‘The Weight of Blood’ for you. Like, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

I CAN’T BREATHE to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

I CAN’T BREATHE To the Orange County Florida Assistant State’s Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed him about 30 years in prison??? 1o years earlier they let him walk on 60+ R.I.C.O. Violations. but, he was ‘white’. If Beasley had been black he’d have never walked on the R.I.C.O. charges and been serving 40 years just like his partners that he rolled, and testified against, for the walk.

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the ‘U.S. Navy trained special operator’ he couldn’t outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason – doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney’s profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

Scott Mason’s child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal ‘lapdog publishing’ Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do ‘watchdog’ publishing with vetted/recorded in this stream.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Brandon O’Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald’s Restaurant franchisee (O’Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don’t make Big Mac’s right. That’s according to others in the McDonald’s at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn’t hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the ‘Boycott McDonald’s Restaurants’ tag and you’ll see it.

I CAN’T BREATHE to rachel Skrall? at Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn’t get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O’Neill, Rachel didn’t bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary. Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It’s what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it’s a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright’s book ‘The Moral Animal’, or Dean Ornish’s ‘Love & Survival’. People choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years, and other variables such as autism, savant syndrome, male, female, race, ethnicity, and the varying cultures that go with religion. ethnicity, & nationality.

Personally, I am addicted to safety, freedom, affection, family-like environments, whether it be with a ‘companion’ or friends, art, music, learning, progress, and creating exits for abused children, or social justice for abused adults.

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult. I was an autistic female savant child prodigy who was subjected to severe abuses & trafficking by my parents. God (Love) made sure I had powerful interventions that exposed me to the safe, warm, loving environments that I passionately sought to create for other kids.

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by disorderly addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true ‘diseases’ of addiction. there are chemical dependencies that are easily remedied so long as there are no behavioral disorders that are the cause or that are accompanying the medical condition.

Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I’m guessing Ruth O’Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling ‘gifted’, (I saw no evidence of that) that she’s qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she’s jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O’Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all… and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari’s criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari’s face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn’t get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying “There’s a shelter, here, you can go to…”

How’d she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she’d have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it’s ‘snitching’ because it’s all BULLSHIT she’s made up, or misdiagnosed.

For the record: no ‘addict’ can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds despite medically evident crippling pain. That’s why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It’s called ‘vetting’. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it’s very short-lived. I know this because I’ve been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for <b> DECADES </b> Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the ‘Chester’s are, though.

“But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!” I’ve been told.

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are… S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do… They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff – most of whom claim to be ‘recovering’ addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that ‘Perception’ is not ‘reality’ and worry about what’s going on with themselves… If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT ‘recovering’. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not ‘imbibing’ and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting ‘insanely’ by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences… I’ve observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it…

Also, for the record, the sweetest, smartest, most passionate & warm people I know are recovered (A.A. Big Book specialists highlight the word ‘recovered’) from chemical addictions. They are my most avid supporters and do not hesitate to stick their necks out to assist me.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Boone Hospital Center’s Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about giggling, cooing, beaming, biting her bottom lip longingly & getting ‘wet’ for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I’m a fat bitch, now…

I CAN’T BREATHE to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That’s to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

Great big I CAN’T BREATHE to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn’t go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.


That’s what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone’s records. If they didn’t then that’s another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney’s, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic… Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they’d get me a bus ticket to Kansas “They are good with autism in Kansas” says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it’s any good…

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn’t even have her new number until I got out.

They didn’t know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD’s. I didn’t tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn’t need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

I just took it to a different level before I was a teenager… Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

Now, back to my I CAN’T BREATHE’s

That big M.U. Tigers also applies to I CAN’T BREATHE Green Meadows Clinics Dr.’s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors…

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse T.U.R.D.S. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit ‘rape’ victim K2 Junkie ‘Baby’ (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin’ up, too. As was her breath.

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they’ve all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they’ll all write me checks. They’ll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw ‘aberrant behavior’ which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by ‘negro’s’ back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayor’s office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome.

If he makes excuses for the offenders on record, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I’m autistic.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Harbor Freight Tools. They called me retard, falsely wrote me up for drawe shortages when they refused to allow me to count my drawer before I took responsibility for it, or when I ended my shift. They sell ITC, Inside Track Club memberships for $30 bucks a pop, telling you that you save more money than with their standard coupons. That’s HORSHESHIT. I am a prodigy & mathematician who got their standard free coupon books, and read their ITC catalogs. Eventually, everyone gets that same ITC price on big ticket items, and regular items, whether it be from the FREE coupons or from sidewalk sales which go on at least 2 X’s a month!!! Their extended service plans are only necessary on big ticket tools that you are going to use the shit out of.

If I were a white male, they’d be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I’m a homosexual female…

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, “I didn’t know” isn’t a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she’d smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don’t care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a R.A.D.I.C.A.L. prodigious social activist isn’t enough to make a sound clinical decision. The recent medical evidence over the past 5 years did not support her unfounded accusations.

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a ‘Keeping up with the Jones’ LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a ‘clinical’ approach. But, not… No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel’s for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O’Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

Kristy’s indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I’d certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It’s not forgotten because I’m setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination’s, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could ‘hold her nuts’ when it came to me… Here, she would argue “That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!”

Exactly my point.

Kristy likely based her ‘evaluations’ on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from ’98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come… Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies… “They don’t deserve to be lied to…” Robin says.

“They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don’t deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect…”

“Let’s talk about that… Why you use your talents to protect children…”

And we did.

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don’t see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy’s asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark’s teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as ‘Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet’. Or ‘Sexiest Woman On The Planet’… But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

S.MA.R.T. doesn’t mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation… Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it… Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

It’s only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction’s, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I’m half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

Otherwise known as ‘giving them a taste of their own medicine’.

‘Revenge’ isn’t the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus ‘correcting’ their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never ‘cheated’ on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of ‘cheating’ for me… My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I’m told “Heather! Quit!” I just look pitiful and say, “Yes, Dear, now please set on my face…”


I’ll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements ‘Fruit Designer’ (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I’ll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I’ll do myself, via upcycled art, & furniture, that I make. I’ll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

If my new wife let’s me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don’t seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That ‘manipulative’ angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors “are so manipulative”

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

I damn sure won’t hear that “We are all on the same team…” “We are all working towards the same goal…” manipulative horseshit. I’ve been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I’ve certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you’re doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who’ve had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish ‘I’ that doesn’t exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the ‘I’ that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my ‘kids’.
Oh! Yes! Let’s not forget to say I CAN’T BREATHE to the 90% H.U.D. funded abusive and exploitative Salvation Army’s Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers former Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff… Even though their handbook requires that such violations be reported. It also states that if the harbor House becomes unsafe they HAVE to provide you with another safe form of lodging. I told them that their retaliation had become unsafe and that I was going to request that I be moved to SAFE housing via recorded abuses by their staff. They then stole my meds that needed to be able to work as a political fundraiser and exited me.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time. Had she been black her ass would STILL be in prison. but, she’s a white business owner who’s probably blown half the States Attorney’s who dropped the charges. The males and the females, on drunken back-seat romps at tailgate parties.

Oh! My! I am I making assumptions?


I CAN’T BREATHE Dr. Megan Cates, GYN Dr. Wilson and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, all of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They all PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.
These police and doctors do get lot’s of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

“Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you’re in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?”

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don’t have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That’s one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to ‘personal’ issues. Chad’s a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham…

Being a prodigy isn’t what you think…


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BY ALL PROTECTED ADULTS, GAYS, LESBIANS, BISEXUALS, TRANSGENDERS, AUTISTIC, AND CHILDREN’ by the ‘Peoples Prodigy’. If your a white frat boy, or a perfectly healthy white sorority girl with an ass the size of a 13 year old girl (just the way these not-so-closeted pederast Missouri men like ’em) then by all means continue to get your care through them. You deserve each other…

‘People Like Us’ – Kelly Clarkson
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‘We Must Stand Together’ – Nickelback

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This article is dedicated to a true American Hero. She is a Vietnam & Korean War Veteran. She ‘controlled the Naval Movement during the Vietnam War’, flew helicopters (and maintains her license even now), counseled military dependents (including me), served in ‘militarized and D.M.Z.’s’ (de-militarized zones), trained some of ‘West Points’ best, and was probably special forces… She ‘earned her star’ by testifying before congress about the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action, has ‘the same  Diplomatic Immunity as the President of the United Sates, ‘dated  John McCain before he ever met Cindy’, she’s a historian, is/was an investigator for the U.S. Department of Justice, and ‘investigates human trafficking’. Her name is Virginia, and because she saved my life, she intermediately helped all of those who’ve I’ve helped, and will continue to help, up to and including MYSELF. That said, if I fuck-up, or misuse my powerful gift then I have insulted her efforts. This, I will not knowingly do. My focus, and steadfast resolve on my personal investigations (systems analysis) may not be obvious… That, again, goes back to a conversation she and I had on the smoking porch at C.A.S.S. when I was discussing my secretiveness with my M.O.’s. She said ‘Like Einstein?” I looked at her because that was the second time that she referred to something from the article I wrote to insure Masons conviction, and lengthy sentence… Just because I suspected why she was there, at least partially, doesn’t mean I yanked her chain… I wasn’t sure, so I played by her rules in not revealing herself, directly… Which she did partially identify herself the day before she left… She, and I, deserve for me to use my gifts exactly as I promised her. She listened, and I talked about some very painful revelations about the state of our union regarding the everyday cover-up of the subtle ways of child predators/traffickers. I believe, perhaps, that she was heartbroken to realize that an autistic female version of Albert Einstein, who learned to that her gifts in mathematics applied socially could (and did) save her own life as a Munchausen S.B.P. & child pornography/trafficking/incest survivor and did autodidactically develop skills that allowed her to do the same for others suffering from child abuse. Like her own private ‘reconnaissance missions’ to rescue tiny little ‘Prisoners of War’ wholike herself came out of the womb fighting for their tiny little lives. No training like those who actually made an adult decision to ‘Serve’ in the military. These tiny warriors were given no choice. Virginia, and I discussed this in short… She said ‘P.O.W.’s are required to try to escape…”

I replied “Yes, but, they have military training… Children have nothing…” She looked down and to her right, and said, “this is very disturbing…” I had to stop as not to upset her, and have her shut down and not absorb these concepts (logical axioms) that I operate from…

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Before I go any further I want to get this out of the way.

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The more common definition is one that states once the addict ingests/shoots/smokes any mood altering drug, then they are set into a perilous cycle of uncontrolled physical cravings, and subsequent behaviors. Basically, a true addict can not, by definition, control their drug use.

I can control my much needed pain management medication, needed for these uterine tumors that University of Missouri Hospital & Boone Hospital Center were recorded NOT telling me I had them. I can AUTHENTICATE via witnesses who keep all meds in the home locked-up for everyone’s safety. . On the days that I work, and must perform my job, I will take up to the maximum dose IF NEEDED to stay OUT OF THE E>R>. This SAVES insurance, and taxpayer $$$$ especially when, like me, they have no insurance, yet. Having lot’s of EXTRA pain medicine, well documented by my previous & current care provider, is NOT indicative of drug abuse, or addiction… Addiction disorders are for idiots. I enjoy my  ‘Prodigious Savant-isms’ which disappear when under harsh side-effects of meds. Chad used to go nuts wondering how I managed to only use HALF of a pain pill… I said “I only want the relief from the harsh NERVE pain, or pain from the tibial rod. NOT the side effects that make me only as smart as you… Professor…” With a smart-ass smile. “Oh! hell NO! You did not just say that to me!” And he rattle off his huge list of credentials as a legal scholar. “Don’t talk to me!” say. I’d be roaring, and the dogs would laugh right along with me!

As a U.S. Navy trained Special Operator, I can, and will, lie & pretend to gain the trust of addicted/alcoholic child abusers/molesters/traffickers OF ANY KIND much the same way an undercover Narcotics officer may snort a line of cocaine to gain the trust of his target. I however, am autistic. I will not use street drugs, or actually abuse my own. I will lie to whomever I have to all around the ‘targeted predator’. How will you know the difference? Accountability. I always have witnesses to my own use, and the amounts of meds I take… My meds were  literally under lock& key at Lois Bryant House & Salvation Army’s Harbor House where they stole the damned things on camera.

I offered the physicians at Green Meadows to have me come in DAILY for a pill count to ESTABLISH my safe use of my medication so that I can work and not have the pain cost me money. They had more excuses for NOT doing their job than a pedophile going to jail. The visit was recorded unbeknownst to them. Theirs will be in writing, probably falsified. the one that I now have access to will allow you to actually hear my very sincere efforts to ‘reasonably accommodate’ her ‘feelings’ so that I could return to work. She kept interrupting me until I established that I PAID for that time, that it was her job to listen, evaluate, examine, and ‘reasonably accommodate’ my need to go to work despite my pain. She claimed that it was against the law to treat me without my medical records, which she refused to get by stating that “You only get 30 minutes…” most of which she wasted by going on and on with excuses, conjecture, presuppositions, and refusals to actually do her job… YET suggested that I may benefit from back surgery??? For uterine tumors???

UMMMM, surgery is a last ditch effort when nothing else works… And that reference was an attempt to treat, as well as the medications she wrote for. Therefore,  according to her, she and every other doctor who treats me in a ‘comprehensive manner’ is guilty of criminal?, and civil? violations??? I am writing a formal grievance to their Risk Management people, because of her deliberate refusal to do her job, Boone Hospital center had to do all the tests, ultrasound, examination on one of my issues to get some answers and write a work release. They also instructed me to be seen by my ‘ARIZONA PROVIDER’ on my discharge papers… Now, I discussed the Green Meadows blatant malpractice with the Boone Hospital E.R. M.D. and showed him the hard copy prescription for the tramadol that the Green meadows M.D. wrote for. An ‘addict’ would not still be hanging on to the hard copy. Nor still in possession of about #16 of #20 pills when I was seen at Green Meadows on the 16th. I counted them in front of the M.D.

You will hear all of her lame excuses for NOT sending for all of my records establishing my very serious orthopedic nightmare of a body. My autism, and savant syndrome. However, all she very admittedly wanted to do was go on & on about her ‘feelings’, her ‘discomfort’, and ESTABLISHED & admitted ‘prejudices’. When she acted on them, she was guilty of discrimination. the other physician GOT what I was saying, and apologized for her when she left, stating that she ‘wasn’t on the same page’. probably because of her barely speaking English.

Oh! Did I just show prejudice? Insensitivity?  Act with Discrimination? She fucked with my job, my health, my financial ability to provide for myself independently, and as far as I am concerned my life. I take that very personally, and as you will hear, in her nasty condescending tone that came from nowhere because I was very straightforward, and respectful, she DID make it personal.

Again, “All’s fair in Love & War…”

This is going to go very much like the Beasley/ Mason article…. I’m going to peel back the memories in my Savant brain one layer at a time, so that you ‘linear thinkers’ can keep up. So, just when you T*H*I*N*K you know exactly what’s going on in this prodigy’s mind, ( And that’s all it is… just your ‘over-educated flea’ O*P*I*N*I*O*N, of which, you will eventually smell the stink ) I’ll PROVE that no one can ever truly know what I am, or was, up to… Only I know that. However, I am going to share a very vague version. vague because if I revealed my prodigious trade secrets then I would be unleashing a socialized ‘Weapon of Mass Destruction’ for all to use to destroy their competitors. Just like what happened to Einstein’s Theory of Relativity. You don’t remember? let me show you….

The Manhattan Project:
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These Images of Hiroshima, and Nagasaki ARE NOT what Einstein was imagining when he wrote out his theory…

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Men (and women) in positions of power don’t need my help in destroying each other via ‘intellectual properties’. Such as the millions of deaths via suicide, and the permanent disabilities from the millions of incompleted suicides that occurred from the doctors, like these ignorant/money hungry doctors here in Columbia Missouri, who forced individuals to continue taking Neurontin, and now gabapentin, for ‘off-label uses’. Which is to say uses other that what is F.D.A. approved for that drug. it’s F.D.A. approved as a S*E*C*O*N*D*A*R*Y seizure medication. That’s it.
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I’m not on the killer drug Neurontin/gabapentin, anymore, that you sorry sons of bitches (University of Missouri physicians)

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and Family Counseling Center (physicians)

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forced me to take, via threats of involuntary commitment,

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This article was written, and authenticated about 16 years ago when I was still in the ‘Prodigious Savant Closet’ and still conducting my own ‘covert operations’, of sorts, as an activist and investigator into the practice of child trafficking by drug addicted/dealing/trafficking mothers, and the drug addicted/dealing/trafficking male pederasts that infest not only the City of Columbia MO, but the many rural areas all over the state of Missouri. Let’s look at the medical definition of addict:


The State of Missouri, as well as many of it’s communities practices FEDERALLY FUNDED discrimination on a criminal level reminiscent of those who support the ARYAN BROTHERHOOD, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, AND THE ARYAN RACE. They use dangerous drugs like Neurontin/gabapentin to keep their patients sick (this medication causes suicidal depression, suicidal tendencies, and countless suicides) as it is widely known for over a decade, now.

However, the M.U. health care community has fucked, and sucked, and drank and drove, and cheated, and committed criminal offenses together SO they must ALL participate or they all go down individually… Hence “united we stand, divided we fall’.

Who am I to say all of this?
An autistic adult female prodigious savant who has prodigiously survived, investigated, elicited the confessions of (via her own medical records ;-b) all of the above so that she can be authenticated, or vetted, by any U.S. Department of Justice investigators. Why D.O.J.?

Because the University of Missouri receives federal funding. And when any entity gets federal funding they MUST comply with all federal laws, and guidelines, regarding patients rights, safety, and medical records… however, in my case, and 2 very recent cases of 2 women who came to me for help, these local doctors are in violation of all of the above.

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Why falsify my entire medical history?
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It’s called a ‘propaganda campaign’. Hitler, and the sexual predators of children under the age of five -like Richard Edwin Beasley, Scott Rozear Mason, and his child pornography making father John R. Mason, use these to create an alibi for themselves, create ‘plausible deniability’, and make a ‘preemptive first strike’ against the credibility of the victims. All of this in order to emancipate themselves from any type of civil, or criminal prosecution… So, when they pulled this shit with me, they declared war on me…

“All’s fair in love, and war…”

War is my friend. I use the TRUTH to send out a message about the ways of my enemies, and use my

Let me also make it clear that what Hitler did, like putting upside-down pink triangles on homosexuals, and sending all types of different people -NOT JUST THE JEWS, to the concentration camps because he felt that were to be used up to make as much money from their labor, and then murdered by genocide, and starvation, when they became to expensive and useless to him and his cause is really NO DIFFERENT than the slave owners of the Confederate States, The Trail of Tears, and exactly the ‘white-collar social slavery that’s being perpetrated by the ‘tailgate partying, date-raping, Aryan thinking frat boys right here in Columbia MO.’

So, if anyone is of the mind that I am going to show any mercy to an unbalanced community that’s blowing smoke up their own asses, and blowing smoke up the asses of those who provide their federally funded social terrorism by means of falsified documents perpetuated by ‘groupthink’ then you are sorely mistaken. Everyone must be participating for this to be such an epidemic in this community.

See, when a predator becomes a medical student, and manages to get over on his ‘teachers’ (in their various forms) via his own multiple personality disorder (all predators have this and they use it) to get access to vulnerable/autistic patients for the sole purpose of physically torturing them via performing surgeries W*I*T*H*O*U*T any local, or systemic,  ANESTHETIC just to make her scream bloody murder, and then tell the nurses who come running from all directions, that “SHE’S being difficult…” (like most autistic individuals are perceived) even though the nurses, and nursing director,  didn’t buy his bullshit and stared his sick ass down and TOLD HIM that he just ordered an injection of a system anesthetic, and then ran out of the room to get the injection and ordered the attending physician into the room because they couldn’t get the sick bastard (Ortho surgery student) to stop (because he couldn’t help himself) stabbing said patients ankle where the tunneling from a raging infection that they JUST operated on and squeezing the blood out of her leg, while she let’s out blood- curdling screams heard down the corridors of the University of Missouri Health Sciences Center/Hospital, nothing ever really gets DONE about it because those who caught him in the act have all done drugs, drank and driven, fucked, sucked, and committed serious infractions of their own so they falsify medical records, and perpetuate a nasty propaganda campaign to make sure the patient is never properly treated for her sexual assault perpetrated b y a surgical student who GOT OFF on what he was doing, so that she will be perceived as a ‘difficult patient with a bad attitude’ so no one will listen to the truth. Their bad luck she’s a prodigy, which is to say that she has an enormous memory, and remembers dates, faces, and names of the clinicians who witnessed the grotesque assault by the Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins, who studied under Dr. Jeffrey Anglen.

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Then said community demands (by threatening to involuntarily commit you to if you DON’T take it, as they still do to other female patients who’ve asked for my prodigious help, to take Neurontin/gabapentin even though it causes suicide, and suicidal tendencies (that’s how the stabbed/assaulted autistic patient got the shattered leg in the first place) that caused patients taking it to put guns in their mouths, jump off of buildings, and God only knows what else… See, these physicians are beefing up their bottom lines with financial kick-backs. Neurontin (Pfizer Pharmaceuticals) is now available in generic form called gabapentin. Guess who is still the primary manufacturer of generic Neurontin?

The university of Missouri – Columbia health Clinics do make enough ‘token’ efforts at looking like they are in compliance with federal regulations for the sake of ‘plausible deniability’.  So, I’ve been told by various staff members who I will protect as sources at all costs.

You are a protected adult if you are:
NATIVE AMERICAN – like ME (Yes! The Prodigy is of Native American lineage)

‘Wonder’ by Natalie Merchant

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Doctors have come from distant cities
Just to see me
Stand over my bed
Disbelieving what they’re seeing

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

Newspapers ask intimate questions
Want confessions
They reach into my head
To steal the glory of my story

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

People see me
I’m a challenge to your balance
I’m over your heads
How I confound you and astound you
To know I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as you can see you can offer me
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

Being a prodigy is a prodigious pain in the ass. I can predict, and manipulate not only people, but groups of people, entire communities, multiple jurisdictions, and come up with a plan on how to do it LEGALLY -including contingency planning- in a microsecond. I did it on my article (book) I wrote to insure Mason’s conviction. In mathematics it called ‘probabilities’.

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I use deductive reasoning

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based on logical axioms

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to determine the governing dynamics

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Though, I did not have a name for it, nor had I heard of John Forbes Nash as a kid, or even more recently until I read ‘A Beautiful Mind’. However, I still SAW what he calls ‘governing dynamics’ in my head all of my life. At the individual level, group/family level, community, state, national, global. I see it in microseconds like one long equation, however, it’s 1000’s of  memories of events, sound bites from what people have said, and logical axioms that apply.

Everything we say, and do, ADDS UP TO SOMETHING…

“We are the sum total of our choices.” – Woody Allen

This goes, too, for families, groups, communities, states, nations, and the world…

“We’re all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more” – Woody Allen

You may wonder why on earth I’d want to do such a thing…


To stay alive, AND live my life the way our U.S. Constitution says I’m allowed to live it…

In the ‘pursuit of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness…’

Now Charles Darwin’s theory of our evolution teaches the concepts of ‘survival of the fittest’. This makes us a very competitive bunch. You all are not ‘prodigious savants’, so, you are a bunch of very insecure little bastards…. Hey! truth hurts. Most of you only feel good when your fucking up the success of others, and taking over the territory.

Let me show you how it’s done…. Prodigious savant style. It’s not about winning every battle. It’s about winning as many as possible and sending a very important message that the ‘pillars of the community’ do not have an inalienable right to ‘socially starve’ the less fortunate members of a community. This creates I*N*E*Q*U*A*L*I*T*Y. That’s ‘the rich getting richer, and the poor getting poorer’. that’s Nazi tactics.

Like that pathetic 13 year old doctor that thought she one-upped me, yesterday. I set her up. I deliberately went to the exam in a tremendous amount of pain to be as symptomatic in my autism as possible. When I’m over-stimulated I look like a ‘retard’ as these University of Missouri college students like to refer to me.

This child M.D. ( I asked her if she was a child prodigy! LOL ) I think I pissed her off… Anyway, I was seen on an emergency basis for ‘female’ problems that have been ongoing for quite sometime. This little girl, nor her clinic, EVER asked me for my medical history… Not any of it. I now know that I have uterine tumors. Had she actually done her job, instead of acting discriminately, she’d have ordered the proper imaging to see it herself.

Now, I ask you, HOW IN THE HELL can ANY physician do any kind of a comprehensive medical evaluation on a 44 year old female who is bleeding so severely only 14 days after a heavy menses cycle without even ASKING for her FULL medical history?

No physician can. Period. And she was no exception. her bigotry, youth, and her arrogance, and open and notorious practice of discrimination against persons with disabilities lead her to make a diagnosis, and a referral to an expensive specialty clinic, even though she very subtly refused to make a reasonable accommodation for me to return to work at full- time hours so that I might pay for all this highly specialized ‘pelvic floor’ therapy… This tiny little girl with M.D. after her name still hasn’t grown up enough to realize that money doesn’t grow on trees, and that her J*O*B is to keep me working (provided that it’s safe) and paying taxes. NOT to cost the taxpayers because of her insensitivity to the needs of persons with disabilities. We don’t have to live in the ‘social cages’ that she, a lily-white cracker, decides is more comfortable for her if we’re in our ‘proper places’. This is reminiscent of the days when persons with any mental health disabilities such as depression, addiction, autism were sent to asylums. The state of Missouri still has one for ‘retards’ like me… It’s called the Missouri State School.

First of all, my ‘pelvic floor’ is fine. The ultrasound shows the tumors.Her bullshit diagnosis for sake of referring me to that specialty clinic for kickbacks? or does University of Missouri hospital clinics need more bodies to get their federal funding?